FEELS WEIRD

Feels weird to spend xmas alone for the first time in seven seasons  will most likely feels twice as weird on new years eve not a feeling that im accustomed to at all . Im sure i will feel all types of things in the coming week with as i stated being alone for the first time in seven seasons and with the impending cat scan or my kidneys and mid section and impending prostate examine which im sure any guy thats had it done will tell you enjoyable isnt a word that would be fitting to describe the event