whew long day stress relieved al ittle lol

long day emotionally and mentally as i went to the big c doc and thankfully got told it was lesser of two evils so to speak apparently some old scar tissue from an accident like 30 years ago is becoming an issue now go figure  only two ways to solve it is suck it up and eat the pain and let it heal on own hopefully or worst case is they have to go in and get it and remove it which means blood thinners for rest of days  and thats not me im not popping pills to survive so ill take the suck it up route  right now and just deal with the pain